[There's a small moment of panic when his hand back, but that's also when she realizes that her last comments hurt him. She bit her lower lip, It all served as just another reminder that she had to be careful. She had never had to be careful with what she said around Lelouch - there were never any secrets, on her side. She should have known that would've been a sore subject for him, but she had said it anyway.
Things were so complicated now. Why did everything have to change?
She hated this. She hated the fact that she had to think twice about the things she said. If she was an uncaring person, it would be easy to say it anyway. But she wasn't that person - and the last thing she wanted to do was hurt him.
She's quiet again for a long time, and wipes her eyes to realize that they're wet. It doesn't help - it just makes her even more mad at herself.
Nunnally reaches out to Lelouch, leaning over in her bed so that she could wrap her arms around his shoulders.] I'm sorry...I'm so selfish, aren't I?
[And the tears just keep coming. As much as she had tried to be strong, she couldn't be. She hated it.]
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Things were so complicated now. Why did everything have to change?
She hated this. She hated the fact that she had to think twice about the things she said. If she was an uncaring person, it would be easy to say it anyway. But she wasn't that person - and the last thing she wanted to do was hurt him.
She's quiet again for a long time, and wipes her eyes to realize that they're wet. It doesn't help - it just makes her even more mad at herself.
Nunnally reaches out to Lelouch, leaning over in her bed so that she could wrap her arms around his shoulders.] I'm sorry...I'm so selfish, aren't I?
[And the tears just keep coming. As much as she had tried to be strong, she couldn't be. She hated it.]
...I hurt you, didn't I?